Its feels as if everything is going wrong for me.
First the nonsense with me and ashely, for those of you who dont know, me and my fiance broke up after he got agressive and hit me.
Now it just feels as if my parents are pushing me away, they are fighting amongst each other not to have me in their house. What they dont understand is that i might be living on my own and working with a child of my own, but sometimes i feel like a little girl who still wants to be loved and cared for by my mommy and daddy. My mom remarried and my dad has been living with another woman for nearly 9 years, and it feels as if their new families are more important than me.
But ive still got the best thing that ever happened to me, my beautiful angel child, he is all that keeps me going.
Thanks for ur support Angie, really helps alot!!!!!
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I know sometimes that circumstances in my own life prevent me from seeing when my children need me. I take it for granted that my grown kids know I love them, and sometimes I don't spend that quality time, or say all the right things they need to hear. Usually they will just bring it to my attention, that all they really wanted was somebody to listen to them, or hug them. I'm sure they love you immensely, after all, "what's not to love, girl?" perhaps just a little heart to heart with them would help. I bet Dylan has grown a foot! I really couldn't believe how beautiful a baby he is, just gorgeous, and you should be very proud of yourself.
I just saw my granchildren this past weekend, they are 5 and 1 1/2 years old; I really enjoyed spending time with them. Just think, one of these days you will have grandbabies, too! and you'll love them even more than your own children!!
Try not to worry, and be kind to yourself.
May peace fill your soul, joy your spirit and energy your life.