I feel so sad today and i just dont know why, im thinking about everything and everyone and doing the whole crying thing.

Ive been thinking alot about my baby's father, i just cant understand why it is taking him so long to sort out his life or what ever he is doing. It just feels like he doesnt want to see his child.

What i really dont get is how a parent can just go away from his child for months to sort his life out, how do men think? (do they think???)

Dylan is growing up and he doesnt know his father, because his father ran away after a fight with his mother to sort his life out. Does anyone understand what is going on in this man's head???